Sunday, February 26, 2012

alamak im trying to like finish this annoying research paper so hormones pls stop playing and inducing me to be sappy/emo!!!

7:03 PM

Recess Week!!

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Week 7 already woooh

I have 3 research papers to do and 1 is due when school re-opens. Supposed to spend tomorrow writing the first draft but I might have to do random things instead like going to the bank/visit my cousin who was hospitalized/etc.

This week was spent listening to various talks. 3 were on Islamic stuff and I was hoping they'd give me inspiration for my research topic for islamiclaw but so far I still dunno what I should write on :/

Another talk I went to was on the IsmilbinKadar case. I remember feeling really annoyed at the police/PP and was jaded about the system when I first read the case. But after listening to him speak, I felt slightly optimistic and some faith in the system was restored. There really are nice and simple people out there.

OH and how could I forget. I went to Jakarta on Monday lol. It was totally a new experience. Rush here rush there, stuck in traffic, 15 mins lunches and all that. Quite an exciting day. And I reached home the earliest this week on the day I went to Jakarta compared to the rest of the week where I went home late coz of all the talks.

I PASSED JLPT =) Not full marks but ohwell. Could have been much much better but I'm happy.

This week was a happy week =)

たぶん、彼が見られるから、うれしいになった。今週、彼はやさしいと思う。

11:27 PM

Must not get depressed.

Friday, February 10, 2012

So I visited the Skin centre on Weds coz the 'eczema' has spread to my FACE. Like amg I woke up on Weds and it was quite bad. There was a huge red spot and other smaller patchy dry spots and the whole house started panicking. Went to see the GP to get a referral letter and then booked an appt on the same day to see a doctor at the skin centre.

He diagnosed the condition on my arm, at the back of my elbow as eczema and it has spread to my face. It's unlikely that it's due to food allergy but I'm not supposed to eat chicken, egg, seafood. At least she didn't mention 'red meat'. So now I've been eating tofu and fish every day. SAD.

The eczema on my arm is getting a lot better so I'm happy about that but my face is horrible. Many new patches are developing T.T Hopefully this is just the temporary reaction to the medicine I'm taking and that it'll all disappear soon. Can't face the world with this face (even though I just did today. With specs too coz my eye left eye was being a bitch).

*My mom just called me out...to see stars -.-"

Okay so my face is horrible now. I know there's no point in me looking at the mirror every few seconds coz that'll just make me more depressed but can't help it ='(

Hopefully ppl won't stop being my friend after this.

Urgh I really hope all these depressing stuff are due to hormones.

Lastly I need to bitch abt Korean. After the 2nd test which was super dots coz I got many alphabets correct but I arranged them in the wrong order, decided to work harder and made flash cards LOL. That's how I learnt Jap in the beginning so hopefully it'll work for Korean. And I should really start picking a Korean drama to watch now.

Okay back to typing in Korean. I pasted korean alphabets on my laptop keyboard so I can type in Korean (enthu giler eh). 負けない！

9:57 PM

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう

Tuesday, February 07, 2012

Feels like it's going to be an emo night.

Maybe talking about yesterday might make me happier. Yesterday was really awesome. Went for the v2030 talk and everyone around me were young and passionate and inspiring. And I got to meet some ytsas whom I haven't met for years. They are all so nice! As in the ppl in sch are really awesome but yesterday I got to talk about 'normal' things? As in away from school stuff and all so it was really uh refreshing?

Went back to school and met a mata-gula-gula in the lift and dier cakap hi dan selamat jalan. LOL dunno why I had to intersperse some malay in there but well just in case. The image of that girl in the Thai movie "First love" immediately came to mind...the scene where after he called her by her name, she walked off and then started jumping up and down being all ecstatic just coz it proved that he knew her name lolll. Okay stoppit.

So yesterday was good despite the random waking up at 4 am and then not being able to sleep after that.

Today was tiring. Had Korean and Mandarin and ASEAN. Korean is tough =( I can't read quickly and my spelling is atrocious. And their pronunciation is like.....zomg annoying.

Just watched the last episode of Brain which was good! Happy ending, not too cheesy... The story is overall really good. It's about a group of brain surgeons and their 'political' drama. The lead character is a typical alpha male and so the romance element of this story (which isn't much) is reallly cute. He was so awkward...but both the girl and him stuck to their pride/ego till the end. Of course the girl was more honest about her feelings but the male character's ego was too damn high...so there were loads of missed opportunities, and it was so frustrating to see them holding back even though it was so obvious that they cared for each other...これがすごく分かるよ。

Towards the end the girl asked him to wait for him and I suddenly thought of Pride, where Halu said that Aki's bf who asked her to wait for him had too much confidence in himself and that Halu would never ask a girl to wait for him coz that's too selfish. Of course in the end Aki waited for Halu but that was her own will... Everything ended up fine coz the wait was worth it for Aki.

Ok after typing that, it reminded me of all my favourite quotes from Pride and Prejudice. The two pertinent ones being "If a woman is partial to a man, and does not endeavour to conceal it, he must find it out" and "We can all begin freely -- a slight preference is natural enough; but there are very few of us who have heart enough to be really in love without encouragement." So true.

Feel like re-reading P&P but I'll probably just emo more so better not.

11:12 PM

+20 wifey points

Thursday, February 02, 2012

Wooh! Syaz and I cooked all these for our picnic to celebrate Lift's bday! Stuffed portobello mushrooms, cocktail sausages and rolled egg sandwiches (in the container in the last photo). And all tasted really good =D

Camwhored a bit after eating coz the view from the barrage at night is really pretty! Marina Bay Sands was emitting laser lights and the side of its towers had changing coloured lights, and there was also the Singapore flyer and the rest of the cbd area right in front of us. The wind wasn't too strong last night so all was good!

And the company was awesome as usual ♥

9:29 PM

Week 4!

Monday, January 30, 2012

In school mega early as usual. Sat and stoned at the umbrella benches near the library for about an hour with my specs on and totally make-up less. Good that nobody walked past during that hour.

Haven't read much on anything but I realized there's nothing much to read in the first place. Maybe I should really start on my research paper. If I do then that'd be the first time I'm so onz and do research paper more than 3 weeks before it's due. (Three weeks is considered a long time. I know ppl who do research paper the night before -.-")

Anyway. My holiday plans are looking fine just that the dates are still not confirmed and I might end up going solo as originally planned. But that's fine..hopefully this will be settled asap or else I'll just have to tour Japan lol.

SIGH time for class.

8:50 AM

I CAN FINALLY INTRODUCE MYSELF IN KOREAN.

Friday, January 27, 2012

Finally we learned greetings/introducing ourselves. So now I can say, "Hello, my name is...what is your name? Where are you from? I am from Singapore. Nice to meet you" Lol progress!

Thought of watching kdramas when I reached home (at 11am. When everyone was just beginning to wake up) but switched on Kimura's Hero instead. Can't download kdramas with the demise of MU, etc.

Don't think I did anything exciting this week. Monday and Tuesday were public holidays and I had no school on Weds. Had first korean tut on Thursday...loads of those 'games' similar to the ones in my basic Japanese class. Very fun! Some of my classmates are Kdrama-watching ppl so their vocab is probably damn powerful. Sat alone in my chinese tut for 10 mins before realizing that it was strange for there not to be anyone else and then realizing that there was no tut this week -.-" There was korean lecture only today from 8-9.30 so I've been slacking ever since. This sem feels extremely slack but I hope the pace won't pick up too much and then make me panic later on.

Had a bad dream the other night where I was having dinner at a nice restaurant with someone who refused to talk to me, and then didn't finish his food, and stared while I tried to finish mine (I was a slow eater even in my dream) and I ended up not finishing my food either. Then he walked away leaving me behind and I woke up. Thank God it was just a dream, though if it were to happen in real life, I would have been really annoyed and would splash water at him.

3:08 PM